May 19, 2005

All Talked Out

Wild Flowers along the roadside near Beaver Lake Recreation Area Beaver AR...

This is a great example of what we see along the roadsides here. Many places people plant flowers along even the public roadsides just to make the area nice. I love this about the area we are settling in.

I have about had it... I am talking too much. Day in and day out go go go amd do do do and no place to be alone. I ralized today that I am picking fights with Woody, and just ...Uggh.

Its easy to figure. Having been a pretty solitary person, I have figured out that this is one of the longest periods in my life of forced togetherness. This situation where I have no alone time is quite irksome. Sort of like a Mom of a preschooler. You dont get much of a break unless they are sleeping.

Things are progressing and we have arranged to move down closer to where we will be living. We got into the house today to let a flooring guy in to measure and now that most of the stuff is out of there I can see really how large the home is and I am pleased with it still.

Escrow is comming to a close on the house in Hawaii. It hit me today that I really am not going back. For a holiday maybe, but then there are so many other roads to travels that perhaps I wont be back for a long while.A friend's husband who works for the Canadian Science Service was back in Hilo where he and his wife lived for 15 years before moving back to Canada last summer. He was shocked at all of the building even up the slopes of Mauna Kea, towords the Observatories where he had worked, is all under development..."made him cry..." its all changing...

Maybe you cant go home again...

I wont be able to for a long while...