October 29, 2005
Looking Backward
The Canoe Launch Hilo Bay
I was researching to do a post regarding Halloween and Hawaii, and found that I just couldnt bear it. I couldnt see familiar addresses and places without a huge feeling of sadness and regret. I guess the time isnt right yet for me to deal with it... Yet I wonder when that will be.
Woody wanted to go back for our tenth anniversary, I told him that I wasnt up to the ten hour flight, but Im really not up to seeing my Hawaii... and leaving it again...it wouldnt matter which Island, or the fact that this was a holiday...
Sometimes after a death it is best to wait a bit before going to the cemetary.