March 14, 2006

Angry Wind

Evening sky above Bella Vista AR

Well, God spared us, the house seems to be fine from the storms, and its cooled off. My seat mate here at "thisplace" wasnt so fortunate. He and his wife and their dog huddled in a closet at the tornado jumped over them and mashed up house on the next block. His pickup truck looks like someone wacked it with a baseball bat. I am so glad hes ok some people are not.

I was able to go to work, and found that things are slowly moving in such a way that I will soon not have a job, unless I can get transfered out of here. So I am hopeing to get some more internal interviews and get a real desk. My freight that I had been working was given to a gal that is staying on with the account and it really bothered me more than I thought that it would. I invest myself much more than I realize. And I feel so territorial too as a result of years of having to cover my butt. So we had a bit of a meeting and I feel better about it. After all I am supposed to be keeping this job by holding it with loose hands. One of the guys here had a similar outlook but it all got to be too much for him and he quit last week just couldnt take the pressure. the pressure of the unknown...

I am happily working on my plan to open a jewelry repair business, looking at stuff and working on the money end of things with the market going up I am cashing in a few things so I have some free cash. Very excited about this thing. I so want to work for myself. This being dependent on someone is for the birds.

I found myself getting angry this morning, but I had to catch myself... I was not the victim of an angry wind... I am well as well as John and the kitties, I really cant complain no way.