June 07, 2006

The Empty Nest

Butterflies and wild flowers near Beaver AR


Well as my title suggests, my little wrens have flown the nest, and are off exploring the world, staying close to Mom and Dad of course. Our little miracle we only saw for a few days. Now we have a a new crop of little bug chasers and more power to them...

My situation is still obnoxious but, my new boss seems to be a nice man. Very quiet and seems to take a hands off approach. I had a brutal day yesterday, spent much of the day in tears...as things seemed to just be melting down... I got no help and all I could think was..."when can I get out of here".

My friend who now sits in an entirly new group has heard nasty things said about how I cant manage because Im not good enough...Its depressing.

No word yet on the loan, I am thinking that it might be fall before I am ready to quit. But we are fairly resolved about this. The situation is playing out day by day, I need to stay focused on the goal